barely floating

"Things change. And friends leave. Life doesn't stop for anybody."- perks

This quote is one that has stuck by me all of highschool, when things start a changing the quote is on repeat in my mind. It has a weird way of comforting me, even though it's really depressing if you think about it, but it is also so true.

This summer is a summer of change, and i don't know if I'm ready for it too. I feel like the stage of my life that I'm in right now, went by much to fast... i didn't have enough time to do everything that i wanted to do, i didn't change enough, i didn't leave a big enough mark... and it will soon fade away.

But in the mist of these rather depressing thoughts i see a small glimmer of what the future is going to hold... i can only imagine what is going to happen in this 6 months that I'm away in England. I want to get to know God in a way that doesn't seem possible. I want to be in a place where all i can do is trust His leading, close my eyes and just follow. I think that would be the most beautiful thing that could happen. I'm really excited...

So life really doesn't stop changing but i think that's okay...